Ayumi Hamasaki - BLUE BIRD - ayumi hamasaki





An Arguement

On the second i pressed Submit, All of a sundden, " KA NI NAH BU , PHUA CHEEBYE KA NI @#&@^#@&*# LIM PEH @*&^#@(*&#@%^#@%# GONG *^@#%@&^@# LA @&*^@#@# NA BEH EH @&*%#@^#@ KAN NI LAO PEH @&#@^%&^@%#&@^#%@&*6 @(#&^@*#(^@#*(@ " Loud Hokkien words flying everywhere below my house, * i stay on teh 2nd floor HDB *. Old man VS Young GUy + young Couples in a car. OUTCOME : Young Ppl APologise to Old MAN , But the young guy buay song the old man want to wack the old man, The young couple a.k.a friend of young guy stop him.

Damn loud la the uncle keep scolding all the hokkien vulgarities lol... i was like look down and they notice it, they went under the void deck which i cant see but can hear. Everything settled in 1 peace and the young ppl drove off. the UNcle went home grumbling.

I don't know why they kpkb , i think the young ppl almsot hit the uncle cause they were in the car and the uncle walking on the road. Cause i only know it when i heard the vulgarities shouting and i kapo went to look.


|| 10:10 AM ||
Anger management

OK I REALLY NEED TO VENT MY ANGER, FUCK YOU MAN FUCK YOU, U NEED SOMETHING U COME TO ME AND I AT LEAST GIVE YOU THE ANSWER, I NEED SOMETHING COME TO YOU, U BRUSH ME OFF, 1 SIMPLE THING WHICH TAKES 5 SEC AND U BRUSH ME OFF NICE ONE, A GLIMPSE ALSO CANNOT. I WENT BACK AND WAITED AND U STILL NEVER CALL OUT MY NAME. SON OF THE BITCH. SMALL JOKES ALSO CANT TAKE THEN U CRACK JOKE U THINK I CAN TAKE AH? NAH BEH GO GELANG AND WANK THOSE GIRLS TO TAKE AWAY UR EMONESS LAH. HAVE SOME CONSIDERATION / INITIATIVE!!!!!!! BITCH, SLUT, ASSHOLE. I HATE PEOPLE WHO REALLY AHHH FUCK DUN GIVE A DAMN HIS PROBLEM ATTITUDE. EVERY TIME I MEET THIS KIND OF PEOPLE I JUST WANT TO SLAP THEM.

I CAN BE A CHEERFUL POSITIVE PERSON IF YOU KNOW ME WELL AND DON'T OFFEND ME, BUT IF U HECK CARE ME , DON'T KNOW ME WELL, OFEEND ME ALWAYS I TELL YOU I'LL FUCKING IGNORE U FOR THE FUCKING YEARS THAT I'M ALIVE. I KEEP DEEP GRUDGES SO U JOLLY WELL FUCK OF FUCKERS.
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ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, Ok i was really so stup today.Should have done what i said automatically gah... Things to bring on wednesday - Extra jacket , Medical First Aid Kit & Intel HP Laptop Adapter. =x if you know who you are and your reading this i think you should know :P.

Today i;ve lunch in the class, 1 sandwich 3 seaweed chicken 3 chicken nuggets 1 QOO.

How come i look so distracted huh , That frankie commented on me i look distracted -_-" but well i was LOL...( i think he knows the reason ). he can see thru me -_-". Also went i was listening to my music using my earplug phones with 1 ear, franke said Danial wad is CSMA/CD i unplug my earplugs and want to say Carrier Sense Multiple Access / Collision Detection, he " U see i know 1 always same reaction blah blah blah blah.. " i was like " LET ME SAY LAH !!!! " -_-""""

Time for bed, Tomorrow continoue WP. Tomorrow IAC + Comt presentation, CHIONG AHH ANYHOW USE ANY WORDS THAT COME INTO MY MIND AHAHHAHAA + SOME ACTIONS TO GET ATTENTION BY THE CLASS.

Don't Paiseh for everything i'm trying to do for u K?

WP - 80%
FSP - 10%
FP - 95%
CM - 0 %
COS - 0 %
COMT - 90%
IAC - ???%


|| 9:41 AM ||
Time Is Money Friend

Argh Saturday and Sunday, I wasted alot of time. I wanted to study maths + cos but , but BUT @@!!!! i played Day of Defeat Source instead -_-" And i took like 2 days to complete my Report for FP - _ -" I do really need to have a better time management gah... Nothing special these 2 days. Just that my whole house is full of Loud gun sounds , grenade explosions and shoutings.

Oh yes my beard has grown longer now. I got GoTee =) but small 1 hahaha.

PImples getting uhh @.@"

I've made a new friendster profile, i don't know why i did it but i just feel i want to make one hahahaha. www.friendster.com/danialysh

WP - Layout done 75%
FSP - 0%
FP - FINISH
COMT - 5%
IAC - MARCUS U BETTER FINISH THE JOB WE WANT A
MAths - 0% studied
COS - 0% Studied


aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i wish 1 day = 100 hours LOL 50 hours of playing 30 hours of stuydying, 20 hours of slacking xP

MAybe once the holiday started i'll confess or year 2 then do it gah.


|| 10:35 AM ||
What you reap is what you SOW

Today i woke up, i went to visit some of my friends friendster profile. While i was reading thier profile, they keep saying the regretted not studying hard. They did not do well in their N levels therefore not able pursue a higher education. Its very sad for them. As our education, it breaks us into 3 parts. In Primary schools EM1 / EM2 / EM3 * the worst *.

EM1 = Clever students
EM2 = normal students
EM3 = Cannot Study / Slower learners

Secondary School

EM1 proceed to EXPRESSS
EM2 Proceed to Normal Acadamic ( NA )
EM3 Proceed to Normal Technical ( NT )

Of cause if you do well in NT you can proceed up to NA but repeat that year.
Same goes to NA to Express.

If you do not do well in Express you drop to NA or NA drop to NT.

We are from the NT stream a.k.a EM3 students who can't study well or late bloomers. We are not aware of the future ahead us, everyday we go with the flow asking our parents for money. Thinking that money comes from the sky. They got no goals no aims.
A few woke up and face reality, which got us to grab the chance to pursue the last chance of getting higher education qualification.

Expreesss people will go to Junior College therefore the " ELITEZ ".

NA people try hard to struggle to proceed to 0s at sec 5, and once they reach thier goal they struggle again 1 year for thier 0s and pray to thier gods, idol, devil, spirit, angel, ghost to pass thier 0s and try to go in Polytechnic or Junior Colleges.

Most of the failures in N or O level regardless of the streams " except NT students even they past or fail still go ITE ", Proceed to either Private or ITE ( last resort ) if they want to have the last chance of getting higher education qualification. In ITE you can see alot of difference. During test you can copy. they close 1 eye, " Ah beng / Smoking / drug " Influences all around you. Scoring only 60 - 70+ in exams can get you GPA 4.0 Cause 80% are from projects and assignments. I am not sure about other ITe colleges but this is my experience. In ITE alot of funny things happen. Students breaking vendor machines, Vandalising property of ITE, Disobeying rules. SMoking inside the campus. Sometimes i wanted to recommend putting a CCTV in the boys toilet lol. in ITE 1 class only 5% of the class people eligible to proceed to polytechnic. The rest... i don't know i have a friend which is a she, for the 2 years in ITE we learn HTML, JAVA , VB If you ask her to create a simple webpage or a Java program, I tell you, She cant even do it ! And yet she pass and got her Nitec cert ! i cant believe it. IN ITE there is no failure. People from ITE some of them just follow thier friends. Their friends choose megatronic course they just follow them whether or not they like the course, they just go in.

sigh -_- After they come out from ITE, they start to regret not studying hard thus wasting thier youth and precious time.

Its a sad world out there. I wish them all the best and hope you can step up the ladder again.


|| 7:49 PM ||

Is she pretending? Maybe.
She starts to be more daring.
She feels secure ? No , Yes I don't know. Maybe~
She has a mysterious thinking.
Laughing away always.
The aura is Shining.
She's like a flower.


|| 10:07 AM ||

Today basically simple, I slept at 4am woke up at 7am, Feeling damn giddy i made my way to class, i have only 2 classes today IAC and COMT. Today's IAC is some discussion board thingy while i was like half awake. we got 6 IAC classes and today is our 4th class, within this 4 class the 1st class i was damn awake. 2nd 3rd and 4th i slept LOL! Ok for COMT today i was damn awake as i was so damn NERVOUS cause it was the 2mins speech assignment day. My Topic i choose was GHOST as i would want the whole class to get thier attention to me and it would be an interesting topic to talk about. not like some god damn fuck up boring topics like father day , mother day, fuck up day , cock day , wadever day, blah blah blah those usual topics. We were told to draw lots as the number u get is the position turn for you. I got 11 lol. Today class people is 20. 1 - 10 ok la quite boring.. all the normal topics -_-" then come to my turn,

" OK everyone My topic today is GHOST! ok ? GHOST ! The purpose of this is to give you guys awareness about ghost. OK so What is Ghost? Ghost is said to be an apparition of a deceased person, frequently similar to that deceased person. Ghost also may refer to spirit or soul or to any spirit or demon. OK so where do we find ghost ? I heard there is an abandon hdb flats around the north west district in singapore !, We can also find ghost in Old changi hospital, red house, and i also heard that somewhere in the pasir ris mangroove swarms there is a tower where it said to be haunted by a pontianak. Haha ok ( Shocking part ) So teacher i think there is someone behide you ! * woooooo everyone goes horrrrrrrrrrrr and teacher was like uhhh omg ?? * Nah i was just joking.. Ok so there are many types of ghost, ranging from every race and religion. So are they real of fake ? We have seen ghost movies, pictures that taken by photographers assuming its real and not photographed error or edited. Some say they are Hallucinations that our sub consiouse minds are playing tricks on us. Well seeing the real thing is believing isn't it ? So there are people who called themselfs ghost hunters usualy 4 - 8 indivisuals that form a group to be called ghost hunters, They bring hightech gadgets like EMF meter , electromagnetic filed meter that reads magnetic fields that some ghost produce, Infrared thermometer detect temperature changes and motion sensors to detect any abnormal movement. SO do you believe in ghost ? ( someone said NO lol ) well its up to you people to decide. Thank you "

lol that was my whole presentation hahaha it took 2.20mins damn overshot by 20 sec -_-

OK after that i went ot hang out with jerfen, kah beng, john, jolene, alvin, eng hui, justin for lunch and accompanied jer and john to the lib till 2pm then i left home to sleep and study for cos which i didn't start studying till 12mn LOL! i was damn lazy -.-"

ON the way back i took bus 174 i saw this guy wearing ITE uniform wow with his Phone without any headphones attached to it, FULL BLAST MUSIC -.-" with his Sharingan Contact Lens WoW ? The kids infront of me. " Ehhh look at him his eye got blood !! damn red !! shhhhhh " i was like uhh LOL !!!!


|| 10:18 AM ||
The Funny Teach

Today is a normal day at class, Sitting at the back with Jessica and Justin, While Jessica normally sits at the very front of the rows, Just today John COPE her seat so she have to sit at the back, Well i accompanied her so i went to the back and seat with her since watching her being so lonely hahaha , instead of sitting with kah beng my daily routine. FSP today simply boring, i was like playng with the microsoft vista narrator, N o N o N o N o lol it keep saying that while teacher say every1 understand ? LOL and T E A C H E R I D o N T K N O W <-- LOL!!! damn funny, Justin say its noisy Jessica just laugh away.

After our 1hr break, We Have COS , so while our teach gib us work to do, ( her period is 2hrs ) a girl knock on our class door and she got distracted and though it was another teacher waiting to come in for the next period, LOL her period ends at 2pm but she at 1pm say OK class i got no more time, another teacher is coming in. I was like HUH ? i though 2hrs? Today 1hr SO GOOD AH ? i told justin, justin yelled Teacher? So fast? !! Every1 turn to justin and SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Once connie walked out of class every1 Laughed ! LOL and some even say that she looks like a dumb gundo la LOL then some even predicted she go to her next lesson tell the other teacher times up the other teacher also blur blur gtg then we got free 1hr of break again LOL! so farny. but it didn't happen and teach got back to class and blame us why we keep quiet. every1 say we too busy doing ur work lol.


Ok back home. I started watching Code geass and Bleach after that, took a 30mins nap and started doing my maths WHICH I promised myself that i'll start doing maths last week friday but no.. my feelings to watch anime and slack comes in =.=", while doing maths i relized i cant really concentrate with musics from Click five or Boy like girl band gah.. so i switch to jay chou and WOW i can concentrate better ! i guess jay chou songs have something inside to make us study and think better HAHAHHA jk lols !.

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hint : i _ot _o _ _ at w_t_ h_r _ _ _ ay !!! b_ _ h a _ o _ e _n _ _ _ ss


|| 9:29 AM ||
Take care of your facee

Whenever the days past till saturday, i feel terrified when i make my way to fortune center, The torment, the torture and the grieve of the pimples on my face that i face. It was Clear before i went there on saturday, I don't how how that auntie found all the hidden pimples on my face where she starts plucking out everything single thing. Imagine the hatred she has for pimples, the grudge against all kinds of pimples. Murderous intentions of slaughtering all pimples on every1's face. Now my face is bleeding while i'm typing my post.. Damn u to hell acnes !!

This few days i've been going to Al alzhaar restuarent opposite beauty world, i guess i cant resist the food there, i like the LIMAU ICE KOSONG with/without sugar, taste fresh as always. I ordered Mango De gel and to my surprise they serve it with cocktails under the pile of grind ice, above the ice there are gels apple gels, cherry gels and mango gels, once i taste it MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM but as i finish it. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Its too sweet, make it abit less sweeter and it will taste Super XTREME!

i wanted to study my Computing Mathemathics on Probability but.. i lazzed out and played DOD:Source ( day of defeat ) whole day gahh damn =( my laziness always kicks in.

NOw i just realized that i need to do a report for tomorrow and i have not even started grrr.

Driving :

I passed all my practice test booklets ! 90% and above hell yeah! and today i took my " basic theory evaluation test " and i scored a 67 / 70 HAHAHAHAHAH ! 1 SHOT PASSS. ! Now i can just wait for the real test which i booked at 12 august hehhehehehe. In the mean time while waiting i'll just go book some more practices to keep me fresh on my memory with the rules and signs.


why am i blogging? omg now its like 1.52AM and uhh i've not done my report and.. uhh tomorrow i have sch starting at 9am OMG !!! alright i'll sign off.

I still don't have confidence in telling her that i like her. sigh -__-


|| 10:41 AM ||
E-Learning Reviews

This week lessons are held virtually in the cyberworld. Computing mathematics, Computer Operating Systems, Fundamentals of Programming, Fundamentals of IT profession, Web Publishing. EXCLUDING IS MODULES *****

Well its quite hard i say, Learning everything by yourself and making sure within that 2hr time limit you can do the work and submit it into the server.

Being alone at home reading powerpoint slides, doing programming, and playing games.

Pros

slacking
Relaxing
NO RULES !
do what ever you want!
Being naked in the room *AHEM* my imagination, Don't misunderstood.
Running around naked throwing cloths all over ( includes ****** ) If your thinking what i'm thinking SCREW U PERVERT!!!!
scolding vulgarities at anyone you hate!

Cons

being Lonely
Emotional
isolated
nerdy
geeky
No self discipline
HENTAI <-- For a guy in my class who always sit beside me (=

Today doing fsp e-learning, i opened the file and wow SO HARD? but as i read on and on.. Chey.. easy.. :P so i do and do and do forgetting about disscussions on mel. Once i did finish everything, i went to mel and check things out on the discussion board to my surprise none finish all the exercise but cracking thier brains to solve errors in the original source code except me, which i totally ignore and make my own code lol.

i've Submitted my 4 programs already hahaha completed in 1hr 15mins!


Emo log:

I can't bring up the courage to tell him.
I'm scared when i call him out for a movie or a date, my head always get blanks and be a super boring person. My mouth will be glued shut and no words will be coming out from my mouth.
I'm too shy...
he gives me a want sign, but later he gives me a don't want sign.
I'm always thinking about him.
I'm scared that the relationship will fail and will hurt him
He is hard to open up but he is opening up to me slowly and well (=
He is scaring me T.T
Is he Playing mind Games with me?
He won't make the 1st moves but wait for the guy to make the first move for him.
He keeps me hanging on!
I wish i can give him security.
I wish he will get my hints and fall for me
Everytime i take a glimpse at him, i feel more attracted to him.
I sit near him, i feel peace.
I'm still finding for a right time to spill the beans to him that

I Do liked Her very very much and would want to go for it!



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I have another driving theory practice @ 9.55pm now blogging away with my free time yuuhuuu!

Hey i have less pimples now due to.. facial... uhh *_*"


|| 5:15 AM ||
Updating

Finally my new skin is done Plus i'm free to update now hahahah sorry for not updating for so long, due to my busy schedule. I know you guys hate me for not updating so forgive me ^^".

Alot of things happened this weeek, WP proposal, Cmaths, Going out on FP periods, Driving Lessons * basic theory *.

WP proposal : Gosh i tell ya doing it quite a last minute really stress u out all the way, Thinking of how to draw, photocopying, hierachial chart and writing the report. Geez And more pimples !

Cmaths: Ahh great now we come to proability and i failed 3/10. The questions are like WTF !!! they twist it untill i cant even understand the question!!! My english.. sigh.. Argh!!!!!

Drivin Lessons: I don't know hows my progress now LOL! cause i've not been reading and just going for practice to test the questions out. Man i got to pass an Evaluation test 2 weeks before 12 AUGUST argh !!! and My relatives / Cousins told me Every one Pass thier BTT ( basic theory Test ) the 1st time. And they told me to pass on my 1st try -__- so far i failed my practices LOL!!.. like 66/100 89/100 75/100 lol the passing grade is 90% And above. They make it so strict!!! maybe because they discouraging more drivers haha since singapore got so many cars, When it was in 1996 there weere less cars on the road, But now 2008 JAMS are so FREQUENT that you can see everywhere !!!

My Dinner for saturday and Sunday was at AL alzhar Restuarant ?? argh i forgot the spelling but anyway, its opposite beauty world and bukit timah shopping center. MAn the food there is Awesome !! the Malay Delicacy roxxxor !!! Ikan Tegeraser ( Fish with 3 flavors? my malay abit sot sot haha) CRISPY FISH !!!!! NICE SAUCE WITH IT !!! YUM! ox tail Soup waaa the soup nice taste + spicy abit hehehe nice nice, Thier Fried Egg SOO CRISPY ALSO !!!! Vegetables there i forgot how it taste like but its GOOOD!!! they have alot of different type of beverages and desserts !! A MUST TRY ! Thier Western Food there SERVINGS IS ALOT !!!! its definately worth ! i saw it with my own eyes man ! The Chicken Cutlet is soo juicy and crispy!. They have Satay, etc etc PRata, indian rojak. hahaha go there and try!!

On saturday i went to a malay wedding, My cousins sister wedding. Wow the wedding damn grand ! its held at changi community club? somewhere in pasir ris, The nasi Brani nice !! Mutton flavour, AND WOOO ROTI JALA !!! WAAA MIX WITH THE CURRY SHIOK MAN !!!! YUMMMMM!!!!!!!!! I like ROTI JALA !!! WITH CHICKEN / MUTTON CURRY!!! Plus the malay couple that were getting married were graduates from UNI!!! WOW!!! they met each other overseas in the same UNI !!! COOL HUH ?

HAhahah tomorrow, i got e-learning so. gtg now see ya !

I'm lonely haha =(


|| 10:42 AM ||